That (no more) special girl...

Do you remmember that girl i present to you some days ago?!
So, i'm gonna tell you something about her..
That girl was changed, she's not special anymore...
And that boy he lose his shine too...
That girl was so wrong about everything, she think she could ever change something in that scary world, but she can't...
She's alone and she look inside her, she could find herself anymore...
She knew one thing, she can forgive, but she can't forget;
She's not stronger anymore, she became a weak, a loser...
Can't take hard decisions right now...
and i think she can fight everything and everyone,
it looks like she only can't fight herself.
There's so many things wrong in this world,
but the worst is that is too many of that things in her life..
and it was like she can´t take it anymore...
she's always wearing that mask, like it was everything ok..
but i guess this mask is to weigh tons on her face, and she can't hold it ..
and she's afraid, she don't want to be a wight on his life, but she feels she already is.. and that feeling is making her so fucking sad... because she's broken in two.. she want him a lot but she doesn't know if she can fight, or even if she has that right... it looks like the end of road..
but she already learn a lesson but she learn it so fast she can't believe it...
she learn that she doesn't know herself so well as she think she knew, and she learn something really special... If you want to be happy a moment, you revenge, if you want to be happy forever, you forgive! no matter how hard it hurts inside!