Dream Portrait

It is time for some true.

So, yeah..
I tell lies to make people feel better.
Sometimes I really hate myself.
I try don't do it, but cry really makes me feel better.
I have conversations with myself.
Sometimes i think you hate me, even though i know deep down inside you DON'T.
Most part of people think i'm a fucking punk.
i LOVE my friends, but sometimes they get on my nerves !
Sometimes (a lot of them) i really want to tell you how i feel, but i can't.
Even though im over you, i still hope that you like me.
i love him so much, that it is funny, or im INSANE.
i really don't want to grow UP!
i don't believe in GOD, fuck!
I love MICKEY.
I never tell to the poeple i love, that i love them. it makes me think im a bad person.
i dont tell it. but i really hate when people judge me.
i know most part never come true, but i really want to believe in my dreams.
i love nature, but i really dont help a lot.
photography and music are my passions.
originality is DEAD. just be yourself, DAMN.
Im really not afraid to go to HELL.

I have no fucking idea why i write this.. i think im really insane in this moment.